Changing My Way
Acknowledgement to My Contemplation from Indigenous people of Terra Mariana
After the first feedback to the Contemplation for Defending People Living in Terra
Mariana I thought that some best sons of Terra Mariana have some kind of crafty
conspiracy against me, which opening is not a good warming before my leaving
the country. The expected critics got unexpected solution. After declaring my
contemplation and insight to the Elder of the Chapel of Ordo Altaria Mariana, count Ulrich
Holstein-Holsteinborg, I had consulted beforehand with some authoritative
indigenous and several public opinion leaders as before as after publishing the
grotesque contemplation by direct mailing and from continual readers of Lecture
Terra Mariana I have heard cordial understanding and expectation that I would
stay honest in my opinions after leaving Terra Mariana. The unexpected honesty and
trusting of the local towards my jest coming from my heart made me wordless for
several months and obliged me to meditate about the depth of the spirit of
indigenous people and about my ignoble shallowness. I believe that I have
become to some kind of clarity now.
Since 1995 I have been participating in the project with the initial
task to rise the self-evaluation of the Estonians in the joint family of the
European Union. My undertaking deserved only partial, but stable success. The
projects administrated by the other organisations were especially successful at
first. Soon became obvious that the bright indigenous started to understand,
that action is organised attraction, because the flatterers had obviously outbid,
stayed declarative before 800 years lasting real sufferings.
I have elucubrated that Estonian is cleaver and it is not possible to
cheat his lots of seen genetic memory with cheap tricks. Estonian waits for
that one speaks with him as with grown up, who is considered to be worth the
I suddenly feel, that I am proud, that I was born and grown here in the
Holy Terra Mariana and do not know any more, should I like to leave from here –
anyhow I will be missing this nation wherever I will be.
Naturally the indigenous people of Terra Mariana have bigger rights,
than the occupants should have. However I would ask to be more magnanimous
towards aliens, because they are often towards You more magnanimous than You
could ever expect.
does not make anybody smaller!
for honest communication, be also honest yourself, don’t yap in trifles, don’t lower
yourself in hate.
judge others, if You don’t be want to be judged!
to life, that life could smile to You!
Forgive to one arguing alien in the circumstances, who thanks all
thinkers along here in the Holy Terra Mariana!
On the behalf of Domus Arendia we wish good survival in the next eight
loving Stud. Dei Ioan together with wife Katarina and the whole Domus Arendia